Heartbreak and Fat

How I do start this is because now I'm feeling so empty. Well, it's not that empty, but the thing (usually called "L-O-V-E") I've been keeping for these 6 years has ruined in a sec. He finally found his "miss-you-know-my-husband-is" and I cried all along day.
After hearing this "I-swear-for-not-crying" news, I went to mini market and bought so many things to eat. Back to the main story, I'm not really sure now i'm in my anger or in my hunger crisis time, but it went wild. Ate a bowl of Mie Ulam (i ate this for the first time and the taste was horrible, but because i was hungry i ate it up) and went wild with gorengan and became wilder with 11 bars of chocolate. Thanks God, i get fatter only for one day.
But the thing is, I never been in relationship but i have my heart broken. That's weird, i know but let's think it. Just like when i was in my unstable time (labil) i tended to waste my time admiring unknown persons. But, in my 3rd grade junior HS, i realized "well, my heart goes tremble if i heard his name. Maybe he is the one." and so on in senior HS.
After 6 years I've been wondering this (sometimes, imagining) i heard he already has his "Mrs. AKSP". And i just smiled at that time and think it was a joke but it wasn't.
I'd like to thank for all of his motivations (even i learnt France language) and for every word he said (that i always think it was meant to me) and for every imagination i've imagined.
Good bye. Congrats for your happiness and thanks for make me get fatter.
No one can replace you. Mr. Imagine. I won't forget for the two meetings (even i was seemed invincible) and pleas invite me for the only great wedding you're gonna have.

but, no matter what. keepmovng and there'll be another brighter future.